Seven years without you!
Does it get any easier.?...hell NO!
Have I accepted you have moved on and are probably reborn into a new family? Yes
Am I conforted by this? I am now but I have to admit it took a while!
Would I give anything to spend another day with you? If it meant not harming others ... YES
Do I still have to keep positive thoughts about you, us, family, loss!!! in my head..., and avoid feeling feelings of self pity ... To prevent falling apart completely? Probably for ever!!