A few weeks ago I woke up and felt heart broken all over again. When our children are born I think most mothers feel a link.....an invisible bond. If we do not most of us develop it. When they cry....we feel it...if they fall....we feel it....and incredibly even when Seana died....I felt it. On this morning.....I woke to find....this link had gone.....vanished over night! It felt like "My Seana" had died all over again.....only this time I had lost all seance of her.
Chanting NMRK I realized Seana had been reborn to a new mother...a new family....a new reality. I always thought this would make me feel happy....why wasn't I at least happy for the eternal life of Seana......because I knew Seana, as I knew her...has moved on.
After receiving guidance and doing a day shift caring for our centre at Taplow Court.......gratitude changed my feelings. From here on I chant to receive universal Buddhahood from all Buddhas and dairies past present and future...coming to me through "Myo" joining with my own Buddhahood,traveling through my body, around the back of my alter...merging with universal Buddhahood NMRK......and back to me via Universal Buddhahood. In this way my heart is growing large enough to merge with the eternity of life.....with "Eagle Peak" where the eternity of my daughters life bonds for ever with mine. Seana continues to teach me :-) what joy.
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